wat a boring x'mas..

v went for tea...
sumore dunno y...
yesterday damn boring ler....
all like not hapi...
tot diz gathering will be very fun...
who knows it will be opposite..
even the station 1 played sad sad song...
make me feel so sad...
sumore pei gin asked me "whether i miss u onot"?
i said "erm...no gua.."
after tat....
i think about diz question........
i realize tat i still miss u....
i do...i reali do...
but wat can i do....?
i seems very very hard for u to find me...
reali lik impossible...........
can u figure how hard for him to find me...?
u juz entered my life.........
n without saying gud bye..
u left....
juz lik drive thru....
and u left...
left without saying gud bye....
if v still contact...
hmmm....
nthg much more to say lor...........




---end----

whEn u'rE gOne~

I always needed time on my own,
I never thought I'd, need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone,
And the bed where you lied,
Is made up on your side.

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you!
When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too!
When you're gone,
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day...
And make it OK...
I miss you.

I've never felt this way before,
Everything that I do,
Reminds me of you.
And the clothes you left,
They lie on the floor,
And they smell just like you,
I love the things that you do!

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you!
When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too!
And when you're gone,
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day...
And make it OK...
I miss you.

We were made for each other,
Out here forever,
I know we were,
Yeah Yeah!
All I ever wanted was for you to know,
Everything I do I give my heart and soul,
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me...
Yeah!

When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you!
When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too!
When you're gone,
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day...
And make it OK...
I miss you!

finaLLy~

at last....


i manage to find a picture of giraffe n pig^^
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wat i mean to u..?

do i mean sumthings to u..?
or nothing to u..?
diz question keep on goes into my mind...
i know the answer even u did not answer it..!
i cudn't find a reason to cry.....
long time u din find me d o...
even u gt ur sim card back d...
u let me figured it out first...
i feel sad...reali sad...
i admit i reali miss u...
u miz me...?
do u..?
at least u talk to me or wat..
better than now...
nthg...



*suffEring*
-thE enD-

cake^^

big m&m from er ge..^^

my burfday cake...^^

i m back~

i came back from Thailand d o..^^
there oso everyday raining...
sumore a lots of ppl o...
so pek...^^
i celebrated my burfday at Kiss Channel pub..
they sang burfday song for me...
so paiseh..hahaaa...
but so hapi o...

LeT's cOunT doWn...^^

-10 more days to go-

mayB i'LL gO OthEr pLacE tO ceLeBraTe o...
hoPe i caN gO...
i want go...
reaLi hOpE tO gO..
^^

tagGeD taGgeD taGged~~

Tagged by mC


Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.



1st : What's your name?
...*sin ying~
...*ying~


2nd : How old are you?
...*17++ gOing tO turn 18 lOr~^^


3rd : What are three electronics you can't live without?
...*handphone,notebook,tv~


4th : Are you amazing?
...*i guess no gua~


5th : What is the brand of the phone you are using?
...*Sony Ericsson~


6th : What coLour is your phone?
...*black+silver~


7th : Have you slept in school before?
...*alwiz~hahaa


8th : How long are you online in one day?
...*nOt suRe~


9th : How would you describe yourself?
...*i luv shOpPing~


10th : What's your favourite topic to talk about?
...*anytHings..but nOt sensiTivE isSuE~


11th : Which teacher do you like?
...*many O~


12th : Who do you think is the most handsome in your class?
...*i dunO~


13th : Who are you currently aiming on?
...*aiMing On wOrkinG n sTudYing lar~


14th : Do you know a lot of your sibling's secrets?
...*ya gUa~


15th : How do you rate your sibling?
...*he's thE OnLi bRothEr i haV...he's priceless~


16th : Is your sibling gorgeous?
...*wHicH asPecTs~


17th : Do you judge people?
...*aLwiz~heheeee


18th : Do you run?
...*dePenDs~


19th : Are you lazy to tag people?
...*nOt reaLi~


20th : Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
...*mummy^^~


21st : What's 2 + 2?
...*4~hehee


22nd : Who's your idol?
...*JJ Lin~


23rd : Are you a monster?
...*Mr.A said so~


24th : Do you play with Barbie dolls?
...*nO~


25th : What was the last movie you watched?
...*MaDagascaR EscaPe tO AffriCa~


26th : What do you think about your English?
...*wEak~:(


27th : What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia?
...*OkiE okiE OnLi~


28th : Who do you hate?
...*haTe sumOne is rEaLi tiRing~


29th : Do you love yourself?
...*Of cOursE~


30th : Blurt out 5 random words
...*my biRthDay is cOming lOr~
...*x'mas cOming~
...*cNy cOming lOr~
...*i miss sUmOnE~
...*luv mY faMiLy~

**i waNna tAGged...:
...wai hOw
...jOO Li
...iVan
...esTHer
...sheReeN
...wEe haN

misSinG sUmOnE....

bOriNgnYa~

sUnny DaY
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WinDy dAy
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rAininG daY


=tO bE c OnTinUe=

i'm wrong...

hmmm.........
it seems a few day v din chat d...
i juz realize tat u don't like to chat...
i dunno izit u don't like to chat wif me or wat...
i tot u like chatting....
so, i chat wif u most of the times....
silly....?
u went to trip for 3 days n 2 nights...?
cz u told me tat u went out wif a group of gals n wif sum boy...
r u trying to make me jealous....?
tat time v r on the phone,u still said i jealous o...
am i.....?
u said when u come back from the trip u onli find me back...
will u.....?
do u think v still can chat like last time v do....?



-thE EnD-

put pei gin aeroplane..hahaaa..

today actually going to 1U wif Pei Gin n Hor Yi...
to celebrate Hor Yi's birthday<13.nov>
HaPi BeLaTeD BiRthDaY tO u AgAin...^^
den...
i din go cz i tot i m going to Aeon,Bukit Tinggi...
den he told me tat he very tired..
so..cancelled...
but din go oso gud lar...
cz he reali so tired...
everyday basketball..basketball...basketball.............
later training diz..later training tat..
his life seems so bz ler...
he muz be very tired...
now he's sleeping...
while i nthg to do...
wei ar...
u put me aeroplane..
herng... :P
muz treat eat d o..
hahaaa....



***wish everyone by my side hapi n wealthy all the time***

sEcOnD taGgEd by Mc~

Tag rules.Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
*...both gua...


2. How often do you think of committing suicide?
*...no~


3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
*...my confidence not more than half...heheeee


4. How many babies you want?
*...two


5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
*...sure~


6. What is your goal for this year?
*...dunno eh~


7. Do you believe in eternity love?
*...no~


8. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
*...i dun hav bf...so i dunno...


9.What feeling do you love most?
*...watching everyone laugh happily...


10. Do you love money ?
*...of course...


11. Is there anything you wanna tell the ppl you hate ?
*...hate sumone is reali tiring...


12. Do you believe in luv at first sight?
*...sumtimes..^^


13. What does flying means to you?
*...mayb freedom...


14. What do you crave for the most currently?
*...money...money n money....


15. Have you ever having two or more girl/boyfriend in the same time?
*...no~


16. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
*...i dunno~


17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
*...shopping...n do wat i want..^^


18. What will u become in another 10 years to come?
*...a successful woman.. =)


19. What is your boyfriend/girlfriend name?
*...i'm still single lar....


20. What is your ambition?
*...manager or higher...^^

*****i dun wanna tag anyone*****

tagGeD bY sHiEh rEn~

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.



1. What bothers you the most?
-erm....mayb i cant get a part time job now...lolx



2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
-driving...?cz i gt my new car....??heheee...



3. What kind of news do you read?
-erm...criminal news...?i dun reali read...heheee



4. Have you been committed in any crime?
-hmmm....insects oso classified as crime...?



5.is life meaning??or meaningless??
-meaningful lar...i gt a hapi family...^^



6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
-no....definitely nt...


7. Are you afraid of pain?
-sure....do u..?


8. What do you feel like doing right now?
-er....earn more money...?heheee


9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
-hmmm..depends.....*i dunno*


10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
-*funNy*
-*swEet*
-*hapi person*


11.What is your 5 most passionate thing at this moment?
-*money*
-*having fun*
-*play snow*..?
-*shopping*
-*invoke*

12. If you can be on TV, which show would you want to be in?

-with my idol...?


13. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
-broccoli-


14. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
-can i hav abit of hapi n a bit of rich...?heheee....


15. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
-er...like -shiEh Ren- whole of me...


16. Will you ever kill yourself for studies?
-wont gua..cz daddy n mummy alwiz said "try ur best,den can d.."^^



17. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
-grateful...of wat i hav-



18. If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
-handphone-i still can contact with u all..heeee....


19. If the person you love did not love you, would you still waiting for him/her?
-yea....luv doesn't require reciprocate-~^^


~i tag~
*peay ling*
*jane*
*wei wei*
*xiang xiang*
*joo li*
*ming chang*
*wai how*
*soon ming*

cousin brother 21st burfday~

today went to my cousin brother
21st burfday....
but..
no pic o...
heheee...
when the time i went back...
he drunk d lor...
keep on drink beer...
beer n beer...
all oso drink beer....
except me...
hehe....
den my another cousin brother fetch me go back home lor...



=tat's all=

first gathering~friday<24.oct.o8>

first location...

second location...

chyi ching,<she too hapi d>haha...me n pei gin...

-=thx=-

especially to u~

miz u a lot~
but i cant to tell u~
i seems cant forget about u~
~miz u~


-enD-

oMg....i cant believe it...

my new car....
omg....
i cant believe it....
daddy came back wif surprise....
he call me go to outside to take sumthings...
while i open my house gate....
omg...
daddy came back....
i feel so touch...
feel like gonna cry..
thankz Q...
thankz Q...
i luv u a lot...
more than last time...
wat i want u will try ur best...
i will do the same for u...
i luv mummy too....
^^
same goes to mummy....
omg..omg...omg....



-of thankz Q-

5 months ago~

v met again...
i seems a long time...
v din contact each other...
mayb v've different lifestyle...
wat v want is different...
so..
v din hav future...
v dun even hav time for each other...
v hav a lot of memory...
our ai mei..
still inside my memory...
hmmm...
i din contact wif u d...
shud i hope that i still will meet u...?
shud i wish to c u again...?
or juz let it go...?
i cant let anyone else in...
but..
i m trying to let u go...
somehow i hope to...
suffering....
i dun deserve all diz...
=.='''



-eNd-

i dunno Why?

actually...........
i er...
jealous...
jealous bout u all..
i think i reali need a lot of time..
since u said v cannot frenz back...
i shud juz accept the bad news from u...
hmmmm..
i juz need a lot of time...
wat i need is time,time,time....
v had been thru a hapi frenship...
but,mayb tat's nthg for u...
i dunno y i'm nt hapi...
mayb u think tat v r reali nt suitable to be frenz...
when i realize tat im nt longer ur frenz...
when the time u said there's no U-turn point for our frenship..
mayb im juz the onli one wishing there is a U-turn point..
i feel upset....
i even more upset when the time i knew tat im nt one of ur frenz in "fs"...
tat's reali hurting me...
i shud stop dreaming for all diz...
v r strangers from the time v quarrel...
T.T
where are the moments v passed thru since May...?

-tat's aLl-
**eNd**

parTy Time~~so hapi...hohoho...^^

~v are all wet...<soo ching,joy,me,annabel n evon>
all oso wet wet d...^^hapi moments
Evon,Sow Peng n me
can u spot wat Lucas taking...?lolx...
Evon's hand blocking me n Lucas...ahem..ahem..

juz finished my exam...

feel so free...

i let go all unhapi things d...

furthermore..exam is over..

hmmmm...

yesterday..

v went to wai how's house for party..

a lot of people going...

included some not considered my frenz from now onwards...

erm...

mayb i shudn't said that...

but...

i'm reali tired...

tired of keep on apologize...

tired of keep on waiting...

back to the party...

v played games...

n the most attractive thing is i m the first who wet...

instead...

many of us are wet...

nt juz wet...

is very very very wet...

from our hair till our leg...

hoho...

i truly enjoyed...

when i gt the pic from my frenz..

i will upload it as soon as possible...

...thankz...

-tats all-